Yeshua's Love

 So I am here at home and suddenly decided to blog a lil something. Life as settled into a somewhat day in and day out kind of vibe. Alex had his surgery this past Tuesday so he now has no toes on his right foot. They didn't have any skin to cover the wound so he has to stay off his foot as much as possible so avoid further complications This means I am left to do all the chores on top of cooking and other things. I started this blog a couple of days ago and didn't finish so here it is Monday I took him early this morning to see the doctor and now I am at work, at home waiting for a callers FO nto answer for a question I have.    

 Last night I went to bed and had the craziest night.   First I dreamed that I was with a group of people and we were all given a large sum of cash in a parking lot.  As we were walking a woman came up and asked if we could help her with some money.  Only I gave her some money.  At the edge of the parking lot was a chain link fence and I started finding money.  50 dollars here, over a 100 there and everything in between.  One girl in the group saw this and started looking for the woman to give her money but she was gone.   Then I woke up to my special pain and took Tylenol right away but lucky the pain only lasted like five minutes. Thanks to the special pain and severe allergies I slept until 1pm, which is super late for me.  Anyway, I wanted to write this down before I forgot.  That's it for now.  Bye

 Here it is a Saturday morning not too earl, ten am to be exact.  I just got home for grabbing some coffee as the,,,you know...it actually doesn't matter.   So as you can see, it's been awhile since I've blogged and as always a lot has taken place.   Part of me wants to go into detail but most of me is already tired at the thought of trying to blog what has happened recently and not so recently.   Let me actually catch up with what's going on with Alex.  He is down to three toes with the big one dead and one ready to fall off.  Monday he goes in so they can determine blood flow to his foot but at this point it's just a matter of time before they cut off the remaining toes and part of the foot as well.  He's taking it one day at a time but it's messing with his mind.  I'm trying to be as supportive as I can under the circumstances.  The circumstances I will explain in the next paragraph.   So as you know I have be...

As I sit at the dining room table, it's fairly early in the morning (8:33am) and the house is very quiet.  I've been up since around 6:30am.  I made coffee,  made some crispy, buttery green chile hashbrowns in the oven (pretty delicious but very spicy lol), took a very relaxing hot shower.  The last one is important because my dad and Gary finally got here, took out the old, boring shower/tub combo and installed a new walk in shower for us.  We bought the base and door and they did the rest.  I broke the shower in this am and it was easily the best shower of my life so far.   I don't want to get emotional but I also want to note my current relationship status with my father.  It's always been strained at best and while I should go into detail for context I don't have the strength right now.  Suffice to say that the previous two times I had seen him I was pretty cold in my attitude.  We hashed it out (or so I thought (damn it, now I'...

 I don't know if pre coffee even deserves a hyphen in the title but I out one anyway.  It's my own weird way of rebelling....and now I don't know what to say or rather type  now so I'm sitting here in awkwardness lol but that's ok.   So I'm sitting here at Starbucks on a mid Saturday morning with Alex who actually doesn't like Starbucks but was willing to come sit with me because I have been Door Dashing after work all week so we haven't spent too much time together.  That was super sweet of him to come with.   In a little bit I'm going to go Door Dash.  Only for awhile though.  I am thinking.  I don't know.  I also applied at a pub called The Brewlab 101.  It would be cool if I could work there instead of Door Dashing as the Door Dashing currently isn't worth the trouble due to increasing gas prices. Plus it would just be cool to work there. At any rate, this is going to be a short blog today. Thanks for reading, ttyl. Lo...

 Well, I finally get around to writing a blog on Alex and I don't know what to write.   I guess I will just Mr Spock it. In other words just talk about our times together as just the facts.  I'm  not sure I can pull that off or not.  At any rate, here goes. So   today I would like to talk about my husband Alex. First off he makes me laugh like no other. Second of all as much as I want to choke him (and him choke me) I seriously can't imagine my life without him.  We have carved out a pretty comfy life with him, me and our three cats Edga, Allen and Poe of whom we adore so much.  Those with cats are in the know. We met three years ago in January 2019, met in person March 2019. by the end of 2019 we were committed to each other.  In August 2019 we got engaged and November 23rd, 2019 we got married through the church only (not through the government).  Log story short though, we had talked about getting married legally but when I ...

 I know what your thinking.  "Lazy Sunday" as a title to your latest blog?  Seems too easy doesn't it? Yes.  Yes, it does which is why I did. I was just remarking to my husband that it's a miracle that I am blogging within a couple of weeks of my last blog.  Of course he responds with a Mel Brooks movie quote "Let's go Miracle!" I don't know why but I hate Sundays.  I very rarely feel at ease on Sundays.  For one no matter what I do on Saturday I just can't seem to get any type of proper sleep resulting in sleeping in till 11am, 12pm, 1pm.  I hate this because it then feels like I have wasted half a day just sleeping.  This usually happens when on Saturday night I make plans for doing things on Sunday. Of course this is most likely not true, however, it makes me feel good to think so.   Yeah...I don't know why either.  Yesterday we hung out with Ruby, Brad and Ryan.  Ruby being the sister of Alex, Brad being her boyfriend ...

 I've spent most my life living in a gangstas paradise jk I actually have spent most my life trying to change or modify the behavior, attitudes, thinking, etc of all those around me.  Usually to suit my own purposes.   People tell you life lessons as a young person and with me personally I knew that it was important to implement the lesson into my life only I didn't fully understand what I was being told or I didn't know how to incorporate said lesson into my life or some kind of combination of both.  Update:  This is 3/22/22 and I just finished writing a blog when I stumbled across this one that I obviously had started only who knows when.  It's a strange intro to say the least.   I'm still at Starbucks doing my blog thing and such.  I've attempted to write a book at least a couple of times in my life with one time getting as far as six chapters when the hard drive on my laptop crashes and you know who didn't have anything backed up....

 I honestly do not know how this happens.  I blog with the intention of blogging WAY more often than I do and suddenly I find myself going months between blogs.  It's freaking crazy! The one thing I do like about my blogs is that I typically write small paragraphs as I feel they are more easily digestible....hopefully. At any rate, here I am, back with my thoughts, somewhat.  I wish there was a device that could take your thoughts and put them down into your computer or what not.  I have some intense thoughts sometimes but my brain is quicker than my hands so I lose a lot of thoughts this way.   Not to mention the late night thinking, you know, the time of night when we should all be sleeping instead of stinking thinking.  LOL.  Check me out busting a rhyme now I need a drink with some lime. Ha! I did it again!    So here I an at Starbucks.  I called into work this morning and then slept until 2pm.  I still feel a bit fuzz...

 So here we are.  The year 2022.  Off topic really quickly (yeah right) do you know what I love the best about blogging?  I can make as many abbreviated sentences as I want  Yeah, that didn't come out nearly as exciting as I thought it was going to.  At any rate here it is the year 2022 and so much has gone down.  Alex and I celebrated two years in November since we took our "vows" before God.  It feels like we are roommates at this point though.  I haven't worn my ring in I think three days.  Alex hasn't noticed or at the very least he hasn't said anything.  We also both contracted the virus at the end of November.  Less than a week later I started my new job with Social Security with the call center.  I finally got me a government job, so excited but it's going to be pretty stressful for the first couple of years.  Oh, well lol.  I'm pretty tired right now.  I only got a couple of hours of sleep last night...