March 2022...seriously

 I honestly do not know how this happens.  I blog with the intention of blogging WAY more often than I do and suddenly I find myself going months between blogs.  It's freaking crazy!

The one thing I do like about my blogs is that I typically write small paragraphs as I feel they are more easily digestible....hopefully.

At any rate, here I am, back with my thoughts, somewhat. 

I wish there was a device that could take your thoughts and put them down into your computer or what not.  I have some intense thoughts sometimes but my brain is quicker than my hands so I lose a lot of thoughts this way.  

Not to mention the late night thinking, you know, the time of night when we should all be sleeping instead of stinking thinking.  LOL.  Check me out busting a rhyme now I need a drink with some lime. Ha! I did it again! 

  So here I an at Starbucks.  I called into work this morning and then slept until 2pm.  I still feel a bit fuzzy.  Just to catch you up to where I am now.  I am officially done with training for SSA and we have started to take calls.  That's cool as they have always say that the real training starts when we start taking calls and we won't feel comfortable with the calls for at least two years.  Nice.

I also started a new channel on YouTube called "New MexiVegan" which is vegan cooking New Mexico style.  This also means that I am going to stop being a hypocrite by eating animal products.  

No.  I WILL stop eating animal products.  Period.  No looking back.  

As for my walk with Yeshua, I keep messing by drinking/getting drunk and masterbating/watching porn.  Today I did the later and afterwards felt like crap.  Then I remembered when I was much younger I would be engaging in said acts and quite clearly remember not being at all amused.  Porn is very much a lie in my opinion.  I need to start watching videos that strengthen my faith and not weaken my faith. My relationship with Yeshua is the most important thing in my life.  I will not allow anyone or anything to interfere.  More to come later.  

I just noticed that when I went to order a second beverage at Starbucks just now that I didn't have my debit card in my wallet so I freaked out and called Walmart but they didn't have it so I checked my bank account with not unusual activity so I'm hoping it's at the house  somewhere.  

I guess that's it for today.  Hopefully like I said more to come soon. 

Bye for now.

Kenneth Paul Maese 

a servant of Yeshua 


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