Sunday Morning High

As I sit at the dining room table, it's fairly early in the morning (8:33am) and the house is very quiet.  I've been up since around 6:30am.  I made coffee,  made some crispy, buttery green chile hashbrowns in the oven (pretty delicious but very spicy lol), took a very relaxing hot shower. 

The last one is important because my dad and Gary finally got here, took out the old, boring shower/tub combo and installed a new walk in shower for us.  We bought the base and door and they did the rest.  I broke the shower in this am and it was easily the best shower of my life so far.  

I don't want to get emotional but I also want to note my current relationship status with my father.  It's always been strained at best and while I should go into detail for context I don't have the strength right now.  Suffice to say that the previous two times I had seen him I was pretty cold in my attitude.  We hashed it out (or so I thought (damn it, now I'm all emotional and my freaking cursor keeps bouncing all over the page).  As he was leaving my house after his part of installing the walk in shower I went to hug him and it was stiff and awkward like always and when I mentioned having him and Dodie over for BBQ he just said his usual non committed, "Maybe, we'll see" bullshit.  So yeah. NOTHING has changed.

Nothing.

I found a gay affirming church much closer to the house than my previous church.  I will be going to service this morning.  I super need this.  I seriously don't know if Alex will be going or not.  

I did get a part time job with Lottaburger and start Tuesday.  I'm pretty excited at the prospect of paying off my credit cards.  I would have continued doing Door Dash  but with the price of gas it's just not worth it anymore, especially the tips.  I may DD once in a blue moon, depends on how I feel.  

At any rate that is about it.  Catch you on the next one. 



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