Blurred Visions

Hey gang!

   Not entirely sure why I started this blog with that particular greeting but I'm going with it. 

   So here i sit at my desk, on my laptop, trying to create this blog while squinting at the screen as my vision slowly gets worse with each passing day.

   I probably should schedule an appointment with the VA hospital for my vision but previous attempts have proven useless....mostly my fault though.

   To show what I mean about my vision, when I am at work and I look off into the distance, I would say a measure of at least 100 feet (maybe?) everything and everyone looks like a 3D movie without the 3D glasses. 

   Sometimes the blurriness makes me nauseous. Bleh. 

   So I've been watching a lot of videos on people who say they were given a tour of hell and for the first couple of weeks it really super freaked me out.  I'm like seriously NOT wanting to go to hell and most certainly not for eternity. 

   I threw everything out that I thought was distracting me from my walk with God.  Movies, books, comics, music, etc.  I have been trying to pray whenever I get a chance.  I have read my bible more but still not like I want. I am however talking about my faith more openly and with no fear.  

   You should see me typing right now hahahahaha.  Typing, squinting, back spacing, typing, squinting.  I really do need to get my eyes checked.  

   I am pretty happy with the amount of blogging I'm doing this year, especially in comparison to previous years. 

   I have even had a comment or two! Go me! No....Go God!  He gets all the glory and that's more than fine with me since I love Him so.  You know that feeling that when you love someone so much you want them to be happy and full of joy and surrounded by love?  That's why I give all the glory to God. 

   Because I love Him so very much.

   I'm going to wrap this up my shiny little diamonds and bid you a fond goodnight or good day, depending on when you read this lol.

   As always leave a comment should your heart desire to do so and know that I love you with all the love Yeshua has for me. 

 Yeshua's servant,
Kenneth Kenny Paul Maese
AKA loved by God (despite of myself) 

Comments

  1. UnknownMarch 4, 2019 at 8:07 PM

    Such a fun and beautiful blog Kenny. I look forward to reading more about your journey. God bless you my special friend.

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  2. UnknownMarch 4, 2019 at 8:39 PM

    You are loved by God. But some of us down here love you too.

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