Awoken

Two weeks ago I started watching videos on YouTube about people who say they had either died and went to hell or were taken to hell so they may testify to the truth of hell.  

 Honestly, it scared me...no, scared is too weak of a word.  It shook me to my core. 

 To the point that I went through my house and threw out every book, comic book, music, and video that I thought even remotely had any connection with Satan. 

 I prayed constantly to be forgiven of my sins and for God not to send me to hell. 

 God showed me that I am not to be afraid, that I only need to show Him that I love Him by obeying Him....completely. 

 Yesterday I decided that enough is enough and I was going to make a stand.

 I needed to get close with my Savior.  Period.  Nothing  and no one was going to stand in my way.

 I put a notice on Facebook and told the gay Christians administration team (I am an admin there) that I was going on a sabbatical to strengthen my relationship with Yeshua.

 There is no time line for how long I will be off social media and honestly I don't care.  I only care about my relationship with Yeshua and nothing else matters.  

 Nothing. 

 I bought  KJV bible with highlighters and a book of meditative prayers for the morning.  I need to download an audio version of the bible for work so that during breaks and lunches I can listen while I walk.  

 Yes, that's what I will do after I finish this blog.

 There are many videos on YouTube stating that the coming of Yeshua is near.  The bible says no man knows the hour, not even the angels in heaven nor the Son of Man knows.  However, the signs of the times point towards His imminent return and I want to be ready. 

 I do not want to be left behind.

 To Yeshua be all the praise and glory.

 In Yeshua's mighty and beautiful name,
Amen.

 Kenneth Kenny Paul Maese

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