Yeshua's Love

  In honor of my mom Maria Pamela Brewer July 10th, 1946 - May 5th, 2023 Eulogy First of all I want to thank everyone for being here to honor my mom, who served as a wife, mother, grandmother, daughter, sister, aunt, but most of all a daughter of Yeshua Hamashiach also known as Jesus the Christ, Savior of mankind.  What can I say to honor the woman who gave birth to me? She cared for me, as she did for all those she loved, people often took advantage of her caring nature which I know hurt her more than she would say.  She spoke truth into my life and all who would even have a chance encounter with her.  She was human so she wore her heart on her sleeve but even as the negative of human emotions would come flooding out you knew exactly where you stood with her.  There was no pretending, no falseness to her, what you saw is what you got. She fiercely protected me and I always knew that no matter what,  I always had a roof over my head, a well cooked meal in m...

 Not sure where I was going with this on January 9th, 2023 so I though I was just say hi so............... hi Jesus is Lord and will easily be the best decision you will every make.   Death or life, choose life, choose Jesus.  

  First of all I want to apologize for the extremely large font, but my eyes are getting worse.  I am just trying to stay honest.  Thank you for your understanding.  I honestly believe "God is good" is the greatest understatement ever uttered on this tiny little planet we call earth,   I don't think we will ever know how true that is until we get to heaven.  So much has happened as far as my faith goes in the last five months.  God has been pulling at my heart and the sins that I was caught up in, that I detested with all my being have been purged from my life completely.  That doesn't mean that I am to let my guard down.  It means that God as forgiven me and cleansed me with His precious blood.  I want to show Yeshua that I love Him with all my heart, sould, mind and strength.  I am not going to let anyone or anything (especially me) get in the way of my relationship with Yeshua ever again,  The price He paid on the cross...

 So I am here at home and suddenly decided to blog a lil something. Life as settled into a somewhat day in and day out kind of vibe. Alex had his surgery this past Tuesday so he now has no toes on his right foot. They didn't have any skin to cover the wound so he has to stay off his foot as much as possible so avoid further complications This means I am left to do all the chores on top of cooking and other things. I started this blog a couple of days ago and didn't finish so here it is Monday I took him early this morning to see the doctor and now I am at work, at home waiting for a callers FO nto answer for a question I have.    

 Last night I went to bed and had the craziest night.   First I dreamed that I was with a group of people and we were all given a large sum of cash in a parking lot.  As we were walking a woman came up and asked if we could help her with some money.  Only I gave her some money.  At the edge of the parking lot was a chain link fence and I started finding money.  50 dollars here, over a 100 there and everything in between.  One girl in the group saw this and started looking for the woman to give her money but she was gone.   Then I woke up to my special pain and took Tylenol right away but lucky the pain only lasted like five minutes. Thanks to the special pain and severe allergies I slept until 1pm, which is super late for me.  Anyway, I wanted to write this down before I forgot.  That's it for now.  Bye

 Here it is a Saturday morning not too earl, ten am to be exact.  I just got home for grabbing some coffee as the,,,you know...it actually doesn't matter.   So as you can see, it's been awhile since I've blogged and as always a lot has taken place.   Part of me wants to go into detail but most of me is already tired at the thought of trying to blog what has happened recently and not so recently.   Let me actually catch up with what's going on with Alex.  He is down to three toes with the big one dead and one ready to fall off.  Monday he goes in so they can determine blood flow to his foot but at this point it's just a matter of time before they cut off the remaining toes and part of the foot as well.  He's taking it one day at a time but it's messing with his mind.  I'm trying to be as supportive as I can under the circumstances.  The circumstances I will explain in the next paragraph.   So as you know I have be...