Maria Pamela Brewer
In honor of my mom
Maria Pamela Brewer
July 10th, 1946 - May 5th, 2023
Eulogy
First
of all I want to thank everyone for being here to honor my mom, who served as a
wife, mother, grandmother, daughter, sister, aunt, but most of all a daughter
of Yeshua Hamashiach also known as Jesus the Christ, Savior of mankind.
What
can I say to honor the woman who gave birth to me?
She
cared for me, as she did for all those she loved, people often took advantage
of her caring nature which I know hurt her more than she would say.
She
spoke truth into my life and all who would even have a chance encounter with
her. She was human so she wore her heart
on her sleeve but even as the negative of human emotions would come flooding
out you knew exactly where you stood with her.
There was no pretending, no falseness to her, what you saw is what you
got.
She
fiercely protected me and I always knew that no matter what, I always had a roof over my head, a well
cooked meal in my stomach, clothes on my back and most importantly a place in
her heart. How many times no matter how old I was, did she tell me when I was
hurting, that she wished she was with me, to hold me, to pinch my cheeks and
whisper how much she loved me. Her love
was strong, independent and true. Her
love for her family through the good times, the hard times and everything
in-between will be forever cherished by all those present and all those who
could not be here.
They
say funerals are places where only good things are said about people and while
that is true I feel there is a reason for that.
We are all human and while we are capable of showing love, compassion,
mercy and all the good we as humans are able of doing, there is also the dark
side to our nature, the sin nature that we all fight against. We hate, hurt, hit (with words and fists),
lie, cheat, gossip, turn our backs on each other but especially for some reason
those we love the most. We all know the
evil we are capable of, which is why we speak the good of the person who has
left us, a reminder that while we are capable of evil, and evil gone unchecked
ends in death, both physically and spiritually, there is also good.
That’s
why Jesus came down from the glories of heaven, that is the only reason Jesus
came down to earth. He was born of a virgin, worked tirelessly to repair the
broken relationship between man and God because of sin, He willingly allowed
Himself to be brutally beaten beyond recognition, to where no one who looked
upon Him as He hung on the cross for my sins, for your sins could tell if He
was human or beast. He died so that we might have relationship with Him, with
God the Father and God the Holy Spirit. He didn’t just leave it there though.
No, not Jesus. After three days He rose from the dead conquering sin and
death. All we have to do is believe and
receive His free gift of salvation.
Mom
did. Now she can stand before Jesus clothed in robes washed white in the blood
of Jesus and say, “Oh, death where is thy sting, oh grave, where is thy
victory?” While Jesus embraces her and whispers into her ear, “Well done thou
good and faithful servant, enter into the joy of your Lord.”
One day
soon I will once again hug my mom, not my mom as a tired, physically ill, worn
out by the world and the aches and pains of this world, but as a blood cleansed
daughter of the most high King, young and beautiful, clothed in white, and
shining brighter than the sun above this earth.
Some
will say heaven gained an angel but the bible says those who are born again of
the spirit of God are the adopted children of God and therefore higher than the
angels. My mom is a daughter of God and
waits with joy in her heart for those of us here on earth to call on the name
of Jesus, to ask Him to save us of our sins, to be washed in His blood and
forgiven of our sins, then to make Jesus Lord of every aspect of our lives for
if He is not Lord of everything in our life, then He is Lord of nothing. I will
miss you while on this earth mom, I will miss the hugs, I will miss the
laughter, I will miss your love but most of all I will miss the sound of joy in
your voice as we talked about Jesus and our love for Him.
I love you mom and I will see you soon.
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