Straight to it

Yeah, I cant remember if I posted yet for 2021.  Honestly I'm having a hard time doing this blog as I have been on my computer all day and thanks to my diabetes my vision is all messed up.


When I started this blog I thought it would be the most candid this I've ever done.  Now I have my doubts. So much has gone and yet probably in the scheme of eternity I've been acting like a wilting flower. I don't know what kind of flower.....pansy?  I only said that because it's a deragotary term for gay people, most often men. I've heard that the pansy is the strongest flower in existence though.   

To give a break down:

I'm sick

I'm tired

I'm uncertain of my future

but most of all

I'm having a crisis of faith. 


I don't doubt anything about what Yeshua has done for me or will do.


I doubt my love for Him.

How do I keep proclaiming my love for Him while I keep doing the things that I do?


My heart hurts.

My soul is weary,.

I cry for His mercy and I long for His love.


I'm tired. 


I can't seem to find my way home. 






Comments

  1. UnknownFebruary 18, 2021 at 7:59 PM

    Wow if this is Kenneth writing this blog you are one of the strongest most amazing men of God I know Bro. How can you ever doubt what an AWESOME MAN OF GOD YOU ARE. ??

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