Yeshua's Love

 I've spent most my life living in a gangstas paradise jk I actually have spent most my life trying to change or modify the behavior, attitudes, thinking, etc of all those around me.  Usually to suit my own purposes.   People tell you life lessons as a young person and with me personally I knew that it was important to implement the lesson into my life only I didn't fully understand what I was being told or I didn't know how to incorporate said lesson into my life or some kind of combination of both.  Update:  This is 3/22/22 and I just finished writing a blog when I stumbled across this one that I obviously had started only who knows when.  It's a strange intro to say the least.   I'm still at Starbucks doing my blog thing and such.  I've attempted to write a book at least a couple of times in my life with one time getting as far as six chapters when the hard drive on my laptop crashes and you know who didn't have anything backed up....

 I honestly do not know how this happens.  I blog with the intention of blogging WAY more often than I do and suddenly I find myself going months between blogs.  It's freaking crazy! The one thing I do like about my blogs is that I typically write small paragraphs as I feel they are more easily digestible....hopefully. At any rate, here I am, back with my thoughts, somewhat.  I wish there was a device that could take your thoughts and put them down into your computer or what not.  I have some intense thoughts sometimes but my brain is quicker than my hands so I lose a lot of thoughts this way.   Not to mention the late night thinking, you know, the time of night when we should all be sleeping instead of stinking thinking.  LOL.  Check me out busting a rhyme now I need a drink with some lime. Ha! I did it again!    So here I an at Starbucks.  I called into work this morning and then slept until 2pm.  I still feel a bit fuzz...