Chocolate Ice Cream and Xanadu
So here I sit eating chocolate ice cream with a fork and watching the opening dance number from the movie Xanadu, "I'm Alive". Love the dance movements in this video. As you know I haven't been blogging like I should or want. I think about it all the time. Depression is a heck of a thing to battle. I just don't want to do anything. Some may consider this laziness like I used to think it was. It's different though when I try to force myself to do things........even fun things and I start getting very anxious and a battle happens in my mind and I end up just staying home like I always do.. It's a chore to even go to the grocery or other errands I know I need to do. I have to force myself. I'm revamping my life yet again. Can't help it. I'm constantly thinking of Yeshua and how I fail Him on a daily basis. Sin, sin, sin. Sigh. I am also gearing up to being a vegan again. I will keep on until it finally sticks one day. This i...